Assalamualaikum,
Today i was failed again!! I keep telling myself why? why? why i cant do that?! I was failed to control my feelings AGAIN!!. :(
Also today it happen again......the same thing, same problem, same person, same unsolved problem!
This early morning, when i performed my subuh, i was pray to Allah swt. To give me strength to face this same problem. To give me the right ways to solve the problem. To give me peace of mind. To help me to relax, be positive and rational. To accept all the bad and good deeds. To be more patience. To help me to get what i want. :'(
Dear Allah,
The truth is i was so weak. I was so tired. But i won't give up. Not once. InshaaAllah. And i know You have a better plan for me. Only You, Ya Allah, the One can help me. Only You can change anything as You want. Only You knows the best for us. Only You, Ya Allah.....
And Alhamdulillah for all these kind of feelings., it makes me not to forget You. And always think everythings happen with a reason.
I always remind my to remember!
Allah swt always there for us. Ask for Him and He will answer you. InshaaAllah. :')
