Thursday, September 20, 2012

Psycho!

Salam,

Pagi-pagi ni buka2 'fb' terus baca story yang tak best and scary. One of my senior had been stalked / followed by stranger. Nothing happen but after awhile that guy shown her 'good' finger sign. MashaAllah. What's the problem? Pity her, mesti shocked and takut. And according to her, she or her husband don't even know that guy. And my senior tu pregnant women pulak tu. SubhanAllah, mintak dilindungi lah. 

Btw, I had advised her to do a police report. Sebab nampak macam serious case. Cause we never know what will happen and what's the guy's motive kan? 

Nowadays, so many people always act weird. I called them 'Psycho'. Cause they like to do something weird and disturbing people, even they don't even know them. They do that like for fun but the same time scared people. Tak ke 'psycho' gitu? MashaAllah.

And because of this matter, it was remind me to someone that always disturb me with sarcastic words, stories, weird behavior, fake personality, fake faces and like to stalked my social network page. That was annoyed me. But that 'someone' not a stranger to me, but someone that only 'I used to know' to me. Pernah sekali tu that 'someone' boleh dikatakan stalked my 'fb' like almost everyday kot, then one day my 'fb' go crazy that turned to private setting, tetiba 'meroyan' sebab tak boleh nak stalked my 'fb'. what a funny and scary actually. Apart of 'Psycho' punya sifat tu. Because of that, I really think, what is actually 'that someone' wants from me? Tapi from my experience and advises from orang2 terdekat, orang macam ni better ignore je sebab dia sendiri pun tak tau apa dia nak and they will never stop! But, WHY ME?! My life biasa je, tak ada yang best pun. Pelik.

But, deep of my heart, I really want to questions that 'someone'......

  • apa you nak sebenarnya?
  • apa yang tak sudah-sudah tu, sampai need tu create a story about me?
  • are you really-really know me? and people surround me? if yes, are you sure?
  • tak letih ke dok stalked orang je and story pasal orang lain? your life so bosan ke? you need to share?
  • ke you really need my attention yang sampai kena buat macam tu?
  • do i ever disturb your life?
  • do i ever create any story about you before?
  • why not you just come to me and tanya je apa-apa yang nak tahu instead of teka-teka lepas tu cakap bukan-bukan about my past? or dengar dari orang lain the talk abou me? why not just ASK ME.
  • do your past is really mind to you right now? past is past, why not just leave it as past and move on with your life?
  • you baik sangat ke yang nak cakap bukan-bukan pasal orang lain? and at the last point, make you look baik pulak. It would not make everyone happy, especially YOU & ME. and even make it worst between us, betul tak?


That's all. Ok, first of all. I never meant to create a story about you. And i dont even interested to do that pun tapi I really wonder why, it still not over yet? what is actually the problems? i just wonder. And if you read this (im so sure, you will read this), please tell me what is our problem? Letih sangat dengan kau dah. If yes we not meant to be together as friend, then i will accept it and please stop all what you have done to me. If you think that we still can be friend, berkawanlah macam biasa. Leave the past and be a good friend. Stop do something weird, stop says sarcarstic words at 'fb', stop stalking me and stop talk behind me. That's all. I really appreciate it and i will pray for your happiness dunia akhirat. InsyaAllah. And Im sure you will happy too.

Assalamualaikum.

Moral of the story: Be careful what you say. Friendship can end in one minute because of a stupid word.