Monday, March 25, 2013

Leia and hospital kuala lumpur

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikum sayangs,

On 20th march 2013, leia had appointments with orthopedic specialist at Hkl. Kat bahagian pediatrik. Wuwuwuwuuu....

Why leia been there? be back to our previous checked up at kkia when leia's 1y9m yo. On that morning, while check up, nurse yg check up leia tu tetibe tgk leia seems walk not properly and she suspect leia got talipes (talipes ni some kind of saraf problem for children or lebih clear that we can see the children legs seems bengkok but it can be recover with doing fisioterapi consistently, inshaaAllah). Pls google it for further info. Then she (the nurse) asked us to go direct check up with doctor there if incase what she's worried is true. Just to double confirm. And when we go see the doctor at the kkia, the doctor says leia looks ok for her (the doctor) but for double triple confirm she still advice us to see a specialist and she had given us the refer letter to make an appointment with orthopedic specialist at Hkl. Whoaaa....my feeling that time, Allah saja yg tau. It was succesfully spoiled my day. :(

Then at the same day Papa go straight away to Hkl to make an appointment and he gets appointments for leia on 20th March 2013. Tq Papa syg. :)

Then here goes the story what leia doing at her first visit at the orthopedic section Hkl.

2pm- sesampai kami di Hkl, after Papa dapat parking (its not easy to get parking at Hkl ye) huhu. Paling x pun kena parking kat zon no hand break la. And the risk park at no hand break zone is ur car probably will crash with other car while ppl tolak2 utk keluar parking, which mean masa they tolak tu, they dont care pun kalau ur car kissed other car bumper or bonet yg kat zon no hand break tu. So akibatnye kemek la bumper or bonet ur car. Huhu. Tp tu lain cite, hehe. Back to leia's story....

215pm- waiting turn for registration & got about 3ppls lagi.

230pm- dah dapat no. turn kami, then we go straight to bilik pemeriksaan 1-4, pediatrik section tuk tggu di periksa. That time our no. is around 20ppls lagi. Phew! Sabar sabar. While waiting tu, paham2 je la hospitalkan...macamlah perkara nampak. Perkara yang menginsafkan dan membuatkan kita bersyukur dgn kurniaan Allah. Alhamdulillah kita diberi kesihatan mental dan fizikal yang baik. Alhamdulillah.
And that time nak dijadikan cerita, ada one little girl around age primary school ni dtg with her parents, kesian sgt tgk sbb that girl pakai kaki palsu kat kaki sebelah kiri and kaki kanan dia seems normal, i assume she had talipes (the symptoms that I've told earlier). That little girl pakai socks at her short leg and shoe at the other additional leg. MashaAllah. Masa tu mama was berdoa byk2 hopefully leia terpelihara drpd sbrg penyakit and hopefully the nurse prediction is not true. Nauzubillah. But what i was inspired is that little girl looks so cheerful like a normal one even everyone is looked at her and her mother always smile and play with the girl, siap promise jalan2 lagi after check up. They look so sweet. Sgt besar dugaan seorang ibu kan. I dont know if i at their shoe, can i be strong enough to face it? Nauzubillah. Allah knows better. :'(

Then after awhile waiting, at last sampai our turn. We enter to room no2. 
I think that time yg take our case is doctor pelatih....

Doktor pelatih: ye puan? I ada baca letter ni....kita nak check up pada bahagian kaki ya...berapa umur adik ni ya?

Mama: 2years, ujung bulan ni masuk 2years lah doctor.

Doktor pelatih: ok, bole baringkan adik ni kat katil sekejap? Sy nak bt pemeriksaan. Tanggalkan seluar + pampers etc ye...

Mama & Papa: ok.

And Alhamdulillah leia was so behave and blur. Huhu. Coz it was her first time there and dia pun redha je kot. Hehe.
Then the doctor do a minor check up on leia's legs from hip to foot.

The doctor: sy check kedudukan tulang betul, dia pun xsakit. Tp xpe, sy refer pakar sekejap. Kita tengok 2nd opinion.

Mama & papa: ok doctor.

A few minutes later....
Another man doctor came together with doctor td....

The specialist: mari sy check pula....
Dia pun buat check up yang sama macam doctor td buat kat leia and he said same thing like doctor yg mula2 td.

The specialist: sy tgk ok je, xde masalah tapi sekejap lagi my doctor akan keluarkan surat refer utk buat xray. So kita boleh confirmkan situasi sbnr kaki adik ni. Puan & encik ok ke nak xray?

Mama & papa: ok je doctor. As long we know the actual condition.

The doctor: ok, so skrg encik boleh pergi ke bahagian xray di kuar sebelah kanan nanti ya. Lepas tu terus datang ke sini semula.

Mama & papa: ok doctor.

Kami pun terus bawak leia pergi xray. And sekejap je dalam beberapa minit settle. Then we go back to bilik pemeriksaan td....

Lepas tunggu a few minutes and doctor td amek xray film leia utk diteliti. And she came back for the result...
Bedebar jugaklah coz i will never be relax if it is about my loved one Leia Myeisha.....

The doctor: ok puan, struktur kaki lepas xray mmg betul, position pun ok. So puan and encik xperlu datang lagi lah. Sebab xada sebarang masalah...

Dan ketika itu, Mama and Papa as usual non-stop says Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah.....syukur.  terima kasih Ya Allah.... :')
P/s: teringat macam masa leia lahir dulu, lebih kurang gitu la situasinya. Hehe.

And after been thru all these things, Mama hope we don't need to come there again. Aamiin....
And now, we knows that Leia is fine and healthy. Syukur. Tq Allah. :)

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

The upset Mama

Assalamualaikum,
Today i was failed again!! I keep telling myself why? why? why i cant do that?! I was failed to control my feelings AGAIN!!. :(

Also today it happen again......the same thing, same problem, same person, same unsolved problem!
This early morning, when i performed my subuh, i was pray to Allah swt. To give me strength to face this same problem. To give me the right ways to solve the problem. To give me peace of mind.  To help me to relax, be positive and rational. To accept all the bad and good deeds. To be more patience. To help me to get what i want. :'(



Dear Allah,
The truth is i was so weak. I was so tired. But i won't give up. Not once. InshaaAllah. And i know You have a better plan for me. Only You, Ya Allah, the One can help me. Only You can change anything as You want. Only You knows the best for us. Only You, Ya Allah.....

And Alhamdulillah for all these kind of feelings., it makes me not to forget You. And always think everythings happen with a reason.

I always remind my to remember! 
Allah swt always there for us. Ask for Him and He will answer you. InshaaAllah. :')

Monday, March 18, 2013

Semalam dalam sejarah

550++ am - leia myeisha: Papa! Papa! Nak tutuuu.... (dgn nada manja n mata bulat segar mintak susu dari Papa - as usual. Hee)
Then papa bangun pi buat susu...
600 ++ am - (sambil azan n mama mamai2) leia myeisha: Mama! Mama! Bangun! Olat! (Mama blur)
Leia myeisha: Mamaaaa.....Mama nak tutu? (Tanya mama nak susu konon2 macam dia nak susu bgn pagi) LOL!

papa bawak susu dengar myeisha tanya gitu kat mama, senyummmm je...hehe.
I love you Leia myeisha sayang! :)